Okay, so today I had a totally supernatural experience, which was all The Father and not me. I'm not uplifting myself, but rather expressing just how good my Father is and well, I need to brag about Him! If I have any pride I want it to be in my Father.
So what happened was I was meeting with these C" guys who are leaders among other C's. We met to discuss some things that the min" we are involved in are coming together to do. Well I went with a friend(me) of mine to their house. When we walked in what we saw on the tv screen was not something we thought was right. It was a bloody, gory, dark and wicked movie. We were literally in shock that these C" had no shame and were comfortable watching this. We had to turn our heads from watching. I asked them to turn it off. Instead, we met in another room. Well, to start our meeting we were first going to PR. The whole time my friend was PRing I could not think, my body was shaking, I had to comtrol myself from shaking too noticeably. I was so shocked, I was so disturbed and grieved by what I had seen. When it came my turn to PR, I could not keep silent. I began to PR and suddenly it was no longer me pr ing, it was Father speaking through me. It was as if my body was not my own, I began to weep and wail and yell and scream over the sinn. "We are to be a holy people! This is the sinn that sends people to hel!" I've never felt such a power in me, it was totally unlike me, and I knew what came from my mouth was not from me but from Father. After I pr ed, and couldn't believe what had just happened, my good friend (me) pr ed again for Father to calm my heart. Oh what a friend she is, she supported me all the way, and was not ashamed of me. After we all pr ed the meeting went so smooth, my friend had such peace, talked so clearly and easily, and it couldn't have worked out better!
When I pr ed I had no fear of what people would think... I could not keep silent. I will no longer keep silent. I praise Father that he allowed me to experience a taste of his power, a taste of his hatred of sinn, and the holiness he requires of his people. OH! For so long have I pr ed that Father would pour down his Holy Sp on me and help me speak truth. The emen has been attacking me telling me it wasn't really father, but I know it was. The emen has been attacking me saying that he will kil me, but I'm in the hands of Father and must not fear. It was so crazy! It was just so crazy! The supernatural was just brought to life! I'm so excited! I just want to experience father, His power, His love, His passion, His holiness.
Oh, Father has put so much on my heart, and has revealed my own sinn to me. Some of my favorite anime shows from back in the day are not beneficial, are not worthy of the life that God is calling me to. Soon enough we will have another bonfire to burn the worldliness that so enslaves us as C, and cutters our lives with sinn. Father's son wants nothing to do with us when we fill our lives with sinn. We MUST be a holy people to be used by Father.
To Him be the glory, honor, and praise. No other name but the name of J do I praise. I just want to be a holy vessel that Father can use, empty of me, empty of sin, filled with the Holy spi, power, and holiness. Oh Spi Come!
My veiw
somthing Big? Do I really know what that is? YUm? Father has put a huge passion on my heart, can I hold it back? I can't be still, no I must speak. I must, I will die. So to night me and Laura went to a planning meeting. I knew something was going to happen. I told her we must pr. Ok she said, So we pr ed on the way then, we got there I said lets read a verse and pr again. My heart just knew something was going to happen when I went through the door, but what I didn't know. So we walked up to the door, and there a a guy whom we both thought we were going to meet, had just gotten out of shower, with no shirt. He close the door then put a shirt on. So we walked in, and there on the TV was a moive, I don't know you will have to ask Laura, but it wasn't a good one. It stirred Laura and she said can you please turn that off, or lets go in a differnt room. The guy we were meeting( we thought we meeting with both?) anyways we went into his room, and there we all sat down to pr. I said yes It would good, So I started I don't even know what I pr ed, but I was so moved in my spir, I thought for sure I was going to cry. But I didn't my heart was heavy., very heavy. I pr ed oh Father help us, come down on us, we need you, I kept saying Father we need you, we need you. Humble me, ( this was suppose to just be a open pr Yum, it was like 10 min's, then Laura started pr ing, and then wow, let her tell what happen... after she was done I started pr ng again, Lord bring peace in her heart, I wasn'r shamed to be there with her, It just made me want to cry. But I pr ed another long pr er. the Spir had met me and Laura, moving heavy showing our vision and passion be then more real. after I was done, her pr ed, then with lifted our heads, I couldn't believe what happend. I was so claim and talked about the planing stuff out, Then we left. what happened I thought? Wow, he gave us a tast of his heart. these next 20 days, that is starting Monday it will be 20 days of pr er for our campus. then spring brake then 20 more days. I think there was something bigger Father was showing us, Somthing way bigger. Father does want His childern to love what He hates and then go ask for blessing. We are fooling ourselves. I want Father to be honored. I don't care about putting no show, we are there to meet with Father. we must humble ourselves we must , now today.
So what happened was I was meeting with these C" guys who are leaders among other C's. We met to discuss some things that the min" we are involved in are coming together to do. Well I went with a friend(me) of mine to their house. When we walked in what we saw on the tv screen was not something we thought was right. It was a bloody, gory, dark and wicked movie. We were literally in shock that these C" had no shame and were comfortable watching this. We had to turn our heads from watching. I asked them to turn it off. Instead, we met in another room. Well, to start our meeting we were first going to PR. The whole time my friend was PRing I could not think, my body was shaking, I had to comtrol myself from shaking too noticeably. I was so shocked, I was so disturbed and grieved by what I had seen. When it came my turn to PR, I could not keep silent. I began to PR and suddenly it was no longer me pr ing, it was Father speaking through me. It was as if my body was not my own, I began to weep and wail and yell and scream over the sinn. "We are to be a holy people! This is the sinn that sends people to hel!" I've never felt such a power in me, it was totally unlike me, and I knew what came from my mouth was not from me but from Father. After I pr ed, and couldn't believe what had just happened, my good friend (me) pr ed again for Father to calm my heart. Oh what a friend she is, she supported me all the way, and was not ashamed of me. After we all pr ed the meeting went so smooth, my friend had such peace, talked so clearly and easily, and it couldn't have worked out better!
When I pr ed I had no fear of what people would think... I could not keep silent. I will no longer keep silent. I praise Father that he allowed me to experience a taste of his power, a taste of his hatred of sinn, and the holiness he requires of his people. OH! For so long have I pr ed that Father would pour down his Holy Sp on me and help me speak truth. The emen has been attacking me telling me it wasn't really father, but I know it was. The emen has been attacking me saying that he will kil me, but I'm in the hands of Father and must not fear. It was so crazy! It was just so crazy! The supernatural was just brought to life! I'm so excited! I just want to experience father, His power, His love, His passion, His holiness.
Oh, Father has put so much on my heart, and has revealed my own sinn to me. Some of my favorite anime shows from back in the day are not beneficial, are not worthy of the life that God is calling me to. Soon enough we will have another bonfire to burn the worldliness that so enslaves us as C, and cutters our lives with sinn. Father's son wants nothing to do with us when we fill our lives with sinn. We MUST be a holy people to be used by Father.
To Him be the glory, honor, and praise. No other name but the name of J do I praise. I just want to be a holy vessel that Father can use, empty of me, empty of sin, filled with the Holy spi, power, and holiness. Oh Spi Come!
My veiw
somthing Big? Do I really know what that is? YUm? Father has put a huge passion on my heart, can I hold it back? I can't be still, no I must speak. I must, I will die. So to night me and Laura went to a planning meeting. I knew something was going to happen. I told her we must pr. Ok she said, So we pr ed on the way then, we got there I said lets read a verse and pr again. My heart just knew something was going to happen when I went through the door, but what I didn't know. So we walked up to the door, and there a a guy whom we both thought we were going to meet, had just gotten out of shower, with no shirt. He close the door then put a shirt on. So we walked in, and there on the TV was a moive, I don't know you will have to ask Laura, but it wasn't a good one. It stirred Laura and she said can you please turn that off, or lets go in a differnt room. The guy we were meeting( we thought we meeting with both?) anyways we went into his room, and there we all sat down to pr. I said yes It would good, So I started I don't even know what I pr ed, but I was so moved in my spir, I thought for sure I was going to cry. But I didn't my heart was heavy., very heavy. I pr ed oh Father help us, come down on us, we need you, I kept saying Father we need you, we need you. Humble me, ( this was suppose to just be a open pr Yum, it was like 10 min's, then Laura started pr ing, and then wow, let her tell what happen... after she was done I started pr ng again, Lord bring peace in her heart, I wasn'r shamed to be there with her, It just made me want to cry. But I pr ed another long pr er. the Spir had met me and Laura, moving heavy showing our vision and passion be then more real. after I was done, her pr ed, then with lifted our heads, I couldn't believe what happend. I was so claim and talked about the planing stuff out, Then we left. what happened I thought? Wow, he gave us a tast of his heart. these next 20 days, that is starting Monday it will be 20 days of pr er for our campus. then spring brake then 20 more days. I think there was something bigger Father was showing us, Somthing way bigger. Father does want His childern to love what He hates and then go ask for blessing. We are fooling ourselves. I want Father to be honored. I don't care about putting no show, we are there to meet with Father. we must humble ourselves we must , now today.
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