Hate SinS?

How much do we hate our sin?
My bones trembles at the fact I love my sin. I haven't fallen on my face in disgues of the sin I keep delighting in. Have I wept over this sin? How heavy is it on my heart?I WILLING to DISOBEY my glouires Father for monertry pleasure. I have look and sougght out my sinful habbit. My view of the great wickness, the horriable evil of my sin has been discoursed by wrong veiw of this sin. It hit me today, I haven't hated this sin. No I have love it. I cry out, for help. I need God to have his heart toward this sin. God need to change my heart. May Lord change our veiw, to really hate all our sins. I can't help to think this sin I love nailed Him to the cross. I am mocking him by keeping my old ways? I know this is a battle I am often wageing war against my own desires.But Grace has been given. The gift to see and feel as He does.May God really give us hate for our sins