OH God help me to pray

Oh this question came again to my mind today..Oh God can I pray? Do I fear you when I pray? I am I really face down?
My heart is weeping with a longing it seems it can't meet. What has kept me praying?I came home to my brothers house, and I have been having trouble praying. What sin keeps me from being on my face?
Do I desire this time?I was sorrow I have prayed to little. I started saying oh God I can't do this, with out you. I see I have been enslaved to my sin once again. Could you come and help me.. Oh how I need your grace. I started praying two sisters, It was good. But my heart wasn't right. God cut it off. I was had stop and think of my heart. I am praying but you are looking at my heart. It was as if he was saying go and repent. and so I did and I came back. and Got online and started praying with another sister. It was then I felt Holy Spirit filling me with fire again to pray for others. I had joy again. God made it clear I can't let anything come in between my time with God. So once again I could pray by Gods grace.So what hunger is in my heart? what longing do I have to pray?

Oh God please come and bring this Holy Fire aagin. Let my fire only grow stronger. Take this life of mine and make it holy fill me up with your grace, let my passion be for your holy name. Teach me to know how to pray. Teach to love others, by how I pray. I don't want to pray a list. I want to pray with my heart.

Oh that my face will show that I have prayed. His goodness shines with brightest rays when we delight in all his waysHis glory overflows its rim when we are satisfied in himHis radiance will fill the earth when people revel in his worth The beauty of God’s holy fire Burns brightest in the heart’s desire John Piper

Whom have I have in Heaven but thee?And there is nothing upon earth that I desire besides theeMy flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever, Ps 73 In his loVe charlene