How little I love

Sometimes in life I want people to love me! I want, I hope for. Then there is noting and I end up becoming upset. I am really acting in love? How can I love deeper? It seems when I am able to give and care not if the give anything back. Is when I am on my face before God for them.. I have seem my love grow colder, as I have prayed less in the last few days. Becomeing upset over foolish thing. Saying foolish in my heart. Feeling I have been hurt, when I should be looking how I can love them even more. I seem my wicked sin, Have pray to little and not even cared. How little I love, how little I really gave. I pray God can really move to know what a deeper love is. But I know that part will be pianful. But the bitter pain turn in the sweet joy. So what does love look like when we are praying for others?have you ever been so broken because you started praying?Have never started wanting to know everything because you were praying for them?have you ever just started weeping beacuse you prayed for them?what does pray do to us when we start praying for someone?I seen my heart torn into pices and weeping and sorrow. I long to know how I can pray more. It bring something deeper..I confess I have loved little for I have prayed little,,In his

lovecharlene