Driving Part 7 ( Story..

As she was driving home she thought the day she drove at and first heard of this news. Of her father having cancer. It finally had gripped her as she had woke up from the dream, as she now faced losing her father once again. But it was different as she faced the bitter past and daunting future. He had called her just a few days ago, asking her to come out. Now facing the facts of the death report.. Recalling the broken promises and words with without action, the lack trust. She wouldn’t believe unless she saw the papers. With little trust she had pushed him away for 6months.I guess some we have to it face it she thought. It was around 5pm when they set off, her and phil, “are you sure he is telling the truth are you sure?, he said. I am not sure, he said he went to the Dr and had the test report to show me. In fear she spoke I just don’t know. She look out the window few words were spoken for who knew what lay ahead. I am willing to forgive was what she was faced with that as walked in the room.They walked, small talk was made, then he handed the papers to her. She held back the tears as she saw the proof that she demanded, and the room was still as the truth came crashing down. I she her good by as she got into the car she was flighting the tears, guilt and shame filled her heart. God whispered let go it now time to love this man. She said Lord how will I never respect and really love him. She wept and wept the whole way home. She knew had no other choice but to give her heart to love him, which in return she would love to respect him. She wept at how hard it seemed. I do want to do this. But how is so hard, This mad gets me so mad. But whole way home wept at this trail that faced her. You must go and care for him, she was to obey. As she drove home, she thought what seemed impossible, could be possible with God. Though still many more layers needed to be removed God was doing his humbling work. It was an amazement to her that she was starting to enjoy being with her father. Although he would make her mad. She remember that day of many tears when her and father forgave each other all the pain in the past.