God's is faithful

Lets us be careful brothers and sister with our words. You never know how our words will be on another. To speak of Gods faithfulness through this all.I know your hearts sisters and brothers. I must say my beloved your words kept me from disappearing. Oh my whole week was hard, my health making me weak. It seems Satan pain was to use it stop me form praying and he will use whatever he can. Misunderstanding. To get me question my prayers. Why was I here? I wanted to go home. Then the fear came in me. My beloved your words were sweet to my heart. This why I plea with you all, how a few words can be hurtful.I fall to my knees weeping. Oh God are you with me. I feel so alone here. I cry out to you, hear my plea. Hear this my beloved God knows my heart. I ask my God to take my case. Beloved a great lesson at hand, Do we raise to tear down? or so we as well be humble? Do we go to the brother who has sinned against you? I was to go. But I was fearful as I often I am with guys. So I too let misunderstanding build, and I am sure if I had went to my brother sooner and been clear with what I was doing this could of been stopped? I ask God is my prayers honoring to you? Father do my prayers have power? He made it clear beloved I was here to pray, through rain and fire. No matter what I was to set my face and pray. I had health limitations which was a huge struggle for me. But I was there for one reason will I obey? Keep your eyes on me. Sadly beloved when there are misunderstand and hurts with brothers or sisters. It can hinder each to do what God wants us to do. That why we must humble and ask to be forgive quickly. We should not wait even a hour. We do not want to hinder each but help each other. That’s why having a humble and forgiving spirit is best. Let us be very careful what or how we judge others. Don’t judge until you have all the facts.If you have a problem with someone take care of it..I have learned when we are hurt, and we hold back to speak. What happens bitterness and anger builds. Oh beloved, I confess my fear of man. Kept me to go and speak with my brother. Fear I will be misunderstood. But any problem needs to be taken care of right away. On Tuesday, I met the 6 men form canon prayer union. They welcome me in. They said they would look after me. It seem at that moment my fear of men went away. God had sent others who would look after me. God clearly said through them, that I am God. I am going to watch over you. Noting will happen to you. I am your God even when are among many you don’t know I am with you. It was God saying I am your father, and he sent me father like men, who look after me. These men didn’t know me, yet God confirmed in my heart that prayers were honoring and in truth. They told they were blessed by me praying with them. Then soon after a Pastor came up to me and said it would be there honor to have go and pray in front of all the people. I was shocked, yet I laughed. God was smiling down. Saying dear daughter I love you. Now go and pray. You have found favor in my sight by your prayers. All I could do was praise my God. I was humble to be God servant. He heard my prayer, he spoke yes I hear your prayers and they are pleasing to me. Oh beloved how I will love to share so much more, But this my prayer. Beloved even we are 1% wrong lets go and make it right. They may be unchanged, but it always right to obey the voice of God. I was in prayer room. Four of us were praying repenting of sins. I knew oh my heart was still bitter, it still hurt. I wanted all misunderstanding to be cleared. See I had done wrong against my brother. I failed to tell what I was doing. I confess fear was a base for most of it, I am always so fearful I will be hurt. I got upset, angry, and talking about to others. I wanted others to see and know what He did. And yet as we were praying. God said are you not greatly sadden by your sins? They said no you go and we will pray for you. I had no choice I guess. I had to my part, one can’t wait to for the other. I walked by saying oh no I can’t do this.. Then I walked into the other prayer room. Yeah the guys were there from canton prayer union. They gather around me and pray for me. See how weak I am.. After that I was able to and say I was sorry for any misunderstanding. I walked back with a new power and strength to pray. I am thankful for Gods faithfulness.